Olúwafèyíṣarámi

the silent war continues subtly eating away at the bonds we had built over the years we may stick it all inside that unimportant box but the truth is that it shapes our every decision. or not but it does have some impact on the mind. for the sake of peace, a tomorrow's peace, i will fight this war today. i will do all i can to gain you back and put you where exactly you should be. you may hate me for it but deja vu i see it like it happened all those years ago with my eyes open, i won't go through these motions all over again. it is over the war within has ended thanks to you and to the stunts that opened my eyes now, the fight is without. it must manifest from the inside out. it is time. knock, knock! tomorrow is almost here.

Day by day It seems more like all is well But the more i realize the great war in between. it gets clearer by the day that i can never trust that which my eyes see. Man, our hearts so desperately wicked And not only that but we all will do everything that will put us in the good books. The war between us rages The smiles and affections deepen, but the heart goes sour. and the spirit gets estranged the more. The reason behind our decisions may seem salient but it screams volumes In all that we breathe. here we are again the wickedness in our hearts acting out another drama a reminder of the past that stabbed all trust in its core. it is the same thing. nothing more, nothing less. and here i am i feel my heart closing in now, i am certain that there is no way there but the fogs will only get thicker still. i refuse to go there i refuse to relive my past in its foolishness. day by day, i must strive harder toward wisdom. nothing less does my he...