Olúwafèyíṣarámi

I'll miss you. And all the craziness of you. But truth is I'm not what u want. I am what you need I know you feel the attraction Though you think I'm crazy. But there's that urge to quench your thirst. And unleash the beast in you. I feel it too. So let's wait until that is established. Until you crave me like your next breath. Until you're desperate for the most important thing. Until you're ready to live... Or ready to die. As I am.

I know I said this And did that And I know that I did what I should As the Lord asked of me But the human in me struggles And my emotions are a raging mess Oh heart, quiet down. Be still... Yet my heart is stayed on you. I keep checking to read from you And I'm not over your display picture. The attraction I feel is vivid and sharp, And definitely not something I'm used to, If at all, maybe twice.... And this is one of them... Yet you messed up and the password changed. Your access is denied. I was scared. But that was then. If the hold wasn't broken I'd have picked fights just to run away from this feeling. Or be thrown into another whirlwind of trouble. But I am grateful you are a "messer upper" Now I'm free to fly. Liberated, I see the wiles. My heart dances to new rhythm And a new tag line emerges Unlicensed users not welcome. Access denied.