Olúwafèyíṣarámi

Time.... These few weeks have opened my mind to new realities. Yes, it is easy to say certain things when it is not close to home. But when certain things happen to you, it hit you better. I know it hard to hear stuff like this, and even harder to embrace. How do you tell a mother that her child was never her child? Or that she was just a guardian for the little while he grows up to make his own decisions and step into the realization of what he should be. All she needs to do is birth him physically and guide him. How do you tell a Mary that Jesus was never hers, after carrying the baby in her womb for 9 whole months? How do you console her when the child is taken away when the time is due? Oh I still mourn him..... I still cry at the way things have turned....we all do. I still watched my mum shed tears today and I can't imagine how my uncle and Aunt would feel. But I hold on to one truth ..... I came to this earth to fulfill a purpose. That I am a wife, a mother, etc. is a...

Getting angry really isn't hard. You just look for reasons, reasonable or otherwise to just stay angry.  And the reason for the anger? You hold tight to your chest while your lips stay sealed. You have many things to say, many fingers to point, many judgements to make.....just to keep the doors shut on the most important thing you're guarding. This is a parable. Those who know, know. I speak to you as you've driven me way beyond my limit..... Beyond here, nothing more but death can prove. What we don't want to lose, eventually we will. Our deepest fears will befall us. With our hands we will cause the havoc we always feared just for not embracing truth. Truth will always prevail.