Absorbed Paranoia
I thought I would go bunkers Is this obsession or just plain insanity? I miss you immediately I leave you. I look forward to seeing or hearing from you. You fill my thoughts... And as though that wasn't enough, Jealousy joined the gang. And then paranoia. This my one heart overwhelmed with these many strange emotions. Please where did I get them from? I could just rip out my heart and then be at peace. If I avoid you, would all this go away? But you wouldn't let me. If I close my eyes, will I wake up and be back to the very junction that brought us together? If I withdraw and protect myself, would the impact reduce or will I just be able to mask my feelings better? I feel like such a fool. I see what's going on here. It took a weekend to see straight. A new feather added to my cap. A new experience... This is not me. It is me having a taste of what you're being healed from. And understanding it... But how do I get out of all of this? Is this...