Olúwafèyíṣarámi

The isolated beach helped clear my mind and hear you right. Helped calm my anger and help me focus. Reminded me of what it is to have a life without you And to appreciate the gift of life. The deep blue sea, the palm trees that line the shore... I sit at the foot of one of the palm trees In the shadow of the fronds I sit staring at at the ocean, with tears streaming down my face What did I do wrong? Why do I open myself so wide and get hurt so deep? I have a lot on my mind and do not know which hurts the deepest. I am just like the raging waters, wild but confined by its shores. Colorful, but constrained by light. I search deep within and table my heart, laying it all bare Leaving nothing uncovered You Implying that I am a fraud hurts way deeper than any cursed word you could spit That's what cuts.....because I loved you. And would have interceded without your asking... But you reminded me just today that if I was sent, they should have told me that we all ...

Had a fabulous holiday. The beach house was dope. Away from the noise, my troubles and craziness. Easter did me well. Helped balm my broken heart. And put together my broken spirit. Playing with Perez Opened my eyes to the colors of love inside of me It was fun pouring my love into all that I love. I didn't even know I had missed cooking that much. I cooked, I read, I danced, I sang my heart out, I ran, I cried... But more so, I laughed. And I opened myself up to the love around me. ToluSanmi, I am blessed to have you. I have been refreshed by your love And in your house, I found peace to my troubled heart. The beach's healing powers was not wasted on me either. The waters and me became one, along with the blue skies and the white sands of the shore. How I enjoyed my Easter!