Olúwafèyíṣarámi

with the anxiety of moving forward, i lost many steps and stumbled many times. often times, i went my own way and my reasoning gets the better of me. i often forget that the ways of the Lord defy even the greatest minds. i fell into my mess and i so sat in it alone. and i wondered: 'if only i could backtrack and retrace my steps, if only i could find my way from the quicksand drawing me in as i struggle'. but i stop trying i sit in the dross i remember nothing but the problems in my face. my focus stayed on the things that seemed to matter at the  moment but truly has no input whatsoever in my tomorrow. when tomorrow comes, what will i have if i have not gathered? in sobriety of heart and the end of myself, i cry out to the one who formed me; to the one who called me and has brought me thus far... and i backtrack. i trace my steps back to the very beginning. what if i just found this thing? what if i am ju...

it is true that he has brought me to the fore of what he is doing in this present age. it is true that he has placed this work of truth n our hands it is true that he is building us up to become the intended picture it is true that we are set to do His will alone. i must be careful with these things he has placed in my hands we must be aware and wise in how we handle this word. it is wisdom to know it is wisdom not to take these things forgranted. it is wisdom to be one with these things in our hands. it is wisdom to become as He is. for there is nothing else that can be done for those that had once handled this word in their hands; who were once enlightened And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost, If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; they have ingenuously become divine opponents. and dragged along the children in their loins ...