a prayer for help

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it is true that he has brought me to the fore of what he is doing in this present age.
it is true that he has placed this work of truth n our hands
it is true that he is building us up to become the intended picture
it is true that we are set to do His will alone.

i must be careful with these things he has placed in my hands
we must be aware and wise in how we handle this word.
it is wisdom to know
it is wisdom not to take these things forgranted.
it is wisdom to be one with these things in our hands.
it is wisdom to become as He is.

for there is nothing else that can be done
for those that had once handled this word in their hands;
who were once enlightened
And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come,
and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost,

If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance;

they have ingenuously become divine opponents.
and dragged along the children in their loins with them.
and nothing they will do will make these children bear the imprint of divine legitimacy.
they will be stuck in the place of wrongness of their father.

so it is not just about me
it is about my house.
it is about the proper handling of the words he has placed in our hands
it is about not bringing profane fire into the most holy place to help God's fire
it is about order
else not i alone will suffer
but my lack of wisdom will affect others
nothing in the divine will smile at me or my children
and it goes far into the 10th generation in my loins.
failing God is definitely not an option.

lord, help me
help the zeal in my heart
help my heart stay renewed
help me never forget my beginnings
help me stay as a child
but mature and ever moving toward perfection.
help me move my children forwards towards that beginning
help me stay in your divine plan
and this i pray for my unborn children too.

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