Wishlist 101
Where do i turn? To whom do I cry? To those who want to hear me and be there for me? Or do I just trust this phase? I'm scared it will leave me a certain way.... And I don't want to snap. I want to be able to open my heart.... Thats my cry. I've opened something in me again Something I thought had died. I'm scared of it But I'm embracing it. You asked that I did. And I am. This new terrain I'm learning anew Still it looks like every step towards it Is many steps away from reaching it. So it's hurting me all over again. Breaking my heart to tiny bits. . Only now it's easier and shorter to shutdown. Easier from having being stripped like that too many times. Wish I could talk to you about it Wish I could be less guarded than you. Wish I could be myself and fling myself in trust Wish I could make my decision known now. Wish you could hold me and tell me you understand Wish you could see me without taking offence Wish u could s...