NO MORE!

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Humbled.
Tired.
Woke up to the same damn words,
The same tune that has been on for years.
The same old thing.
Making it all about here and now.
Never striving for a bigger picture.
And with all that is in me,
I reject that spirit of old.
I scream,  NO MORE!

Unlike last year
With the spring in my feet
I feel a sobberness descend
A firmness and solidness
A no-nonesense stance.
That screams NO MORE!!

I am humbled.
Grateful, more so.
But today, I climb on all things old
And use them as a stairway for the new.
No holds. No ties.
I break from the subtlety of settling for less.
I scream no more!!!
It is either his way or his way.
A new work has started.
I feel it in my bones,
The responsibility of it all.

I'm guessing this is what a cloak feels like
Damn heavy if you ask me.
But assuringly significant.
Defining.
Giving identities.
Happy Birthday to me.

I have left Trash for LAWMA.
I can't be stained.
The cycle is complete!
Cheers!

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