Olúwafèyíṣarámi

The answer is pretty simple. First admit that you are entangled. Then be true to yourself that you can't help yourself. Naturally as humans, we tend to lie to ourselves that it's not so bad. And then we continue by telling ourselves we can handle it....until it becomes the story on everyone's lips and can't be hidden any longer. Shame sets in....and things get ugly but why wait till it gets so bad? Get friends or wise people that can help stand between you and the one you are entangled with. It may take some time to purge yourself of the person but hey, who is rushing? Love, Lust or any emotional entanglement for that matter, has a funny way of latching onto the heart and not letting go easily. Tell me about it and I will be more than happy to let you know that I’ve been there. So don't give me that crap about not being able to do anything about it. That is so not true. If you hear that the person has some kind of contagious disease, wo...

How beautiful the colours of friendship All the colours, none missing. The bright, the wild, the tearful, the dull...name it. At the beginning, we see just a part Fuschia- not wild red yet full of emotions as close, A colour bright enough to attract and distract... And yet as we journey on, many other parts are revealed The blue- sweet baby blue....daring enough to pop Yet humble enough to entrust all. Yellow- happy go lucky...no care in the world. Green, an all round growth Black,  bold, scarred and mature. These are the colours of our friendship and more... Till we get one whole. Friendship, The ship that only friends can gain access A two-way ticket that must have a fulcrum. True this all seem like parables But its not. I only knew in part.... Cream... With purity in view but Yellow sparks still creep in at odd moments. I only knew how I...

Sometimes, I wish I could scream my head off I wish I could rise to my defense And justify myself before my accusers But you, O lord has forbidden me And you said you will rise to my rescue. How much longer do I have to wait? How much longer do I have to be the villain? How much longer do I have to watch as everything is stripped from me I shake my head at the wonders before me And the decisions being made as a reaction Especially as I haven't said anything to soothe any ego Or risen to defend all the accusations. Am I not human? Have I no feelings? Yet all I can do is watch and cry as you allow all that I have loved to be taken away. Still I am learning to trust in you. If I shouldn't talk, then maybe you will fight for me. If it is taken away, maybe it never was mine to have. If it never ceases to look at me through your eyes, Then perha...

Sometimes, I wonder where you went Other times, I can't fathom what got cold. All I know is that everything is somewhat sour. And I stand gaping at the void in my heart... Trying to get how to mend it. But in truth, it was always like this. And it shouldn't matter one wink now that it's the same. Why did I ever think things will ever be different? It's true that I dreamt that it'd all have a fairytale ending. How silly. Still, a girl is allowed to dream. Isn't she?

When things do not work according to set plans It shows there may be a need to re-strategize I need a freshness... Away from the past that have chosen not to be gone and away from those who ought to know but don't. I'm tired of these results. Perhaps I need to wait But everyone has an elastic limit. Mine is way exceeded. And though I'm playing along, My mind is made up And I am not going back. I owe it to myself to be whole And I owe it to whoever gets to be my friend To learn to know me for me. .. Without bias or corruption. And I am more than ready to take the risks. who said the known devil is better than the unknown angel? I think i will take my chances. I owe it to me to try.

I love you and I am right here... My heart bleeds for you. ..because I feel what you feel. My heart also rejoices because I feel his hand upon your life. Working on setting your gaze on him alone. I see him at work Removing all that has hedged you...cutting off all your comfort zones. And making the statement that he alone is God. Can you hear him? Are you still waiting for another sign? Are you looking for another Christ that suits your present knowledge? May the spirit guide you... And take you through a journey that will never leave you the same. You will see you and tremble at the wickedness in you. And through that knowledge of you, take your rightful place in leading your family. I can only show you the door. You have to be the one to walk through it. I love you.

There are many words and many expressions but you never can force a heart to yearn...it only takes a desperation; it takes one to have no other choice than to run to his maker. I do not have the right words...neither can i show you as I would've loved to without your trusting the one who has brought me thus far.... He has taken me through a journey and now I know the way...maybe not to the end but I know how i got here and i am willing to show you. ...only problem is that I can't do it without your consent. Still I journey on into the uncharted realms trusting that he will lead me through. Trust. Faith. Belief. How much more can one love? I had hoped that my story wouldn't just be a story to you.  I have said all there is to say. ..yet only tge person that has the spirit of God can the spirit draw. .. Was i wrong about you? Did he not show me that you're the one? Yet, every human has a will. .. It takes something extra to let go and let God. Brokenness... The...